I've been having issues with blogging these past few weeks. It's kind of hard for me because I'm so used to spilling my guts on here and venting to my trusted readers. Mostly, it's been difficult because being able to read what I write on here gives me an outside-perspective that I really need and without that, I tend to spiral into the abyss that is my brain. Save me!
This Charlie-Brown-Cloud has been looming over my head and consuming my every thought and until I'm ready to admit it to myself and able to deal with it all, I won't be comfortable blogging about it. Believe me, I tried. I just can't bring myself to put words to keyboard and blurt it out into cyberspace.
It's so odd to me, not being able to keep a pulse on my emotions and I totally admit that it's a control thing. Totally. Until I get over my damn self and learn to deal with it, I'll have to try harder at blogging about something else.
Anything else.
I guess I'll know I've fully accepted it once I'm finally able to blog about it.
4 comments:
Boo on Charlie Brown clouds! I know what you mean though... I've complained so much about our situation that I just stopped writing, because I'm so sick of complaining and not being able to do anything constructive.
Okay, when I read that back I realize that it's not really anything like what you're talking about... but I guess my point is, I've been journalling since I was wee, and when I realize I can't write about something anymore it forces me to focus and (try to) deal with the problem.
We'll be here when you're ready to write about it. *HUGS!!!* <4!!!!
Giant Hugs!! :)
Just wanted to send you some love!! <3
Love you! :) That is all. xoxoxox
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