Then, the new year came around and I realized how much I missed blogging and how much self-awareness it gave me. I decided I would just climb out of this whole and get back into the routine that used to bring me such comfort. For that, I need to wipe the slate clean and "come out of the closet" if you will.
I'm not entirely ready to post about it just yet and to go into much detail but I'll say this; it's been nearly three years since we started trying and I've been poked and prodded more than I care to remember over the last six months. We're still in the testing phase to see what's not working and why before we start fixing the broken pieces... if it's at all possible. So we know something's broken, just don't know what yet. But 97% of chances are that it's my biscuit that's busted. That's all we know so far...So here's to 2012... to getting back to the old habits of positive and constructive posts. :)
2 comments:
Thinking of you and Js, love!
Hang in there, M! I've had close friends that have had (and are having!) their own battles with ttc, but while their wait was much longer than they anticipated, they eventually got their forever babies (one is even on #2 now!). Sending you lots of love and positive thoughts.
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