I'm taking the expression "I feel blah!" to a whole new level.
Not only am I feeling blah but I have a blah attitude towards pretty much everything at this time. Nothing is really going on to make me feel or act that way. It just is. That's what we do in my family, we sit there and don't feel the need to say or do anything until we know exactly what to do or say. As much as my Uncle tried to warn Js about what he was marrying into... Until it happens, it's hard to understand.
What does "feeling blah" mean? It's just like it sounds... blah. The best way to describe it is "beige". Everything is beige. Nothing's really exciting, nothing's really depressing. Beige. Like I'm holding an umbrella over my head and I'm just looking at the rain fall over the edge. Blah.
Blah-tude.
Nothing seems worth the invested energy or time. Content just doing what I have to do, when I have to do it, I watch as the day crawls away on me and it's time for bed. Everything I do, I do with blah-ness in multiple shades of beige. Hilarious things get a chuckle and sad things get a :( face. Not much more to it.
Kind of like when Forrest Gump runs accross the country a couple times. He's not quite sure why or where he's going, he's just running. My shoes are beige. Blah.
It's a phase and this too, shall pass.
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I think we're co-captains on the beige train heading right to blahville. Today, I've moved from 'blah' which is the state of beige, to 'ughhh' whic is the next stage of beige which includes a hint of rage and frustration.
Let's call that one "Toasted Almond". :)
Make room for a third conductor on that train, my friends.
xoxo
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